Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the whole duty of man. For God will bring every deed into judgment, with every secret thing, whether good or evil. (Ecclesiastes 12:13-14 ESV)
By Stephen W. Hiemstra
Do you long more for heaven or for something else?
When I was a foreign exchange student in Germany, I never missed home more than during Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is a uniquely North American holiday when families converge and spend time together. The foreign student office arranged a dinner party for the Americans on campus, but goose is not a perfect substitute for turkey. So between my incomplete comprehension of German at that point and my absence from the family, my homesickness reached a peak.
As Christians, we experience sin as a similar kind of homesickness. We groan feeling the particular pain of knowing our sinfulness and separation from God (v 4). It is much like the point in a fight with your spouse when you know that you screwed up but still have not reconciled. Or, like Adam and Eve as they are being sent out of the garden (Genesis 3:23). Or, like the prodigal son as he woke up finding himself slopping pigs in a foreign country (Luke 15:15-17). And even as we groan, all of creation groans with us (Romans 8:18-23).
But as Christians we are not without hope. We know the source of our problem. Our holy fear of God’s judgment marshals us to admit our guilt and reconcile with God. And not only that. As the Apostle Paul writes:
For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, so that each one may receive what is due for what he has done in the body, whether good or evil. Therefore, knowing the fear of the Lord, we persuade others (vv 10-11).
Absent our knowledge of God, our groaning might lead us deeper into sin. The alcoholic, for example, does not have simply a bodily ailment. The problem of addiction is inherently a spiritual problem—it is groaning without knowledge of God and of the need for reconciliation. The bottle is not substitute for knowing the ultimate object of our groaning. We are homesick for Eden and intimacy with God; yet as addicts, we are unaware.
Paul lived this reality. He wrote: For if we are beside ourselves, it is for God; if we are in our right mind, it is for you (v 13). We evangelize, not just to save others; we evangelize to save ourselves. Our holy fear of God means that we feel God’s heart for the fallen and pine for the other objects of God’s holy love—our neighbors.
So in Christ, God gives us new clothes and a new job description—the ministry of reconciliation (v 18). Not only are we marked as God’s chosen as with Adam and Eve (Genesis 3:21), but also commissioned into His service.
 Also: 2 Corinthians 5:10-11.